Always young at heart,
oneoseven-godfamily
they forget my name
that's not my name

Sisters side.
Eldest, Joyce | AMKSS.
Second, Wenyao | BHSS.
Third, Fanny | BHSS.
Fourth, Jovell | FTPSS.
Fifth, Isabella | MFSS.
Sixth, Melissa | KCPSS.
Seventh, Geraldine | BHSS.
Eighth, Shirley | BENDEMEER.
Youngest, Agnes | BHSS.
Brothers side.
Eldest, Ekbadin | BSS.
Second, Weihao | CHSS.
Third, Eden | GYSS.
Fourth, Joel | RI.
Fifth, Weilun | BENDEMEER.
Sixth, Kelvin | CHSS.
Seventh, Jerron | BEATTY.
Eighth, Randy Lee | GYSS.

Pretty dates,
make it a point

Sisters! ♥
08 Jan 1995
14 March 1995
02 May 1995
24 July 1995
31 Aug 1995
24 Sep 1995
23 Oct 1995
12 Nov 1995
21 Dec 1995

Brothers! ♥
15 April 1994
27 Jan 1995
28 Jan 1995
03 Feb 1995
06 Feb 1995
25 Feb 1995
24 Sep 1995
25 Dec 1995

silence scares me
your voice was all i heard



so i'm going home
back to the place where i belong

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looking back
would you say goodbye to yesterday

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007 @ 11:32 PM


The faintly chilling morning dew dampens my black suit

There is fog on the flagstone. The Father is lowly sighing

A helpless realization can only be more cruel

Everything is for the road that leads up to heaven

The fog that can’t be blown away conceals our intentions until their gone

Whose soft pacing steps stop?

Without time to cry, the bullet that penetrated

Already took away the warmth

Each of us is guilty

Committed different crimes

I decide who is right and who should go to sleep

Arguments can not settle anything

In this limitless night

Closing your mouth

Is your only grace

Everyone who blocks your front has sinned

Even with regret there isn’t a road back anymore

Announcing a verdict in the name of the father. That feeling doesn’t have any words that fit

Just like laughing while shedding tears, steadily staring into an absolute darkness

Just like tragedies from spreading will make me weak

Bow your head and kiss my left hand

In exchange for the promise to be forgiven

The ancient organ is in a corner

Always, always, playing an accompaniment

The sunlight soundlessly pierces through the black screen that’s moved by the wind

Sprinkling towards the herd of wild beasts that I tamed

The silent cries. The silent cries

Loneliness begins to ferment

Ceaselessly laughing at me

Memory gradually burns away

In the scene that used to be pure
A brutal tenderness appears
In this time of fragility

Let us pray together

Benelovent father,I have already falled

I cannot see the world of sins

Please forgive my self pity

No one can say and no one will say that it is to hard to endure

Carved behind honour is a streak of loneliness

Closing both eyes i see again

The scene in my dreams back then

The sky is a thick fog

The father holding my two hands gently walks past that quitet,still early morning flagstone road

That decorated family emblem..I cleaned it the whole night

That lonely radiance..

Now I finally understand how to feel

Candlelight does'nt stop wavering

An owl is on top of the window beam gazing upon a place far away.

The gallery that leads into the hall cannot speak of it's troubled past.

No more commotion,only the tranquility that surrounds.

I slowly fall asleep and the sky just broke into dawn..


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i'm leaving
never looking back again
♀ Joyce
♀ Fanny
♀ Jovell
♀ Shirley
♀ Agnes